Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Excerpts from among the best of the class... Fall '08

Dreams of a Father;
Realities of a lost son

By Susan Carslon
Family and friends gathered outside a neighbor’s home for a summer party. Ron Holt recognized the guests, but his focus remained on his playful toddler crawling through the bright green grass. While lying on his back in the lawn, Holt, a gentle-faced man with dark-rimmed glasses, picked up his young son and floated him directly above him in the warm air like superman. The father and son connected eye to eye, face to face.
“I am so glad you’re cute,” Holt said to the chubby-cheeked baby with chestnut eyes. Little Blair opened his mouth wide.

Suddenly, the father’s adoration evaporated as a giant gob of slobber dripped from the child’s mouth and landed right on his father’s cheek.

“Eeewwww,” Holt said, his face contorted in disgust. “Annette, take your son!” he said, calling upon his wife. She laughed, but didn’t budge. The baby, apparently tickled by his father’s reaction, giggled and kicked his legs in the air in amusement.

That tender moment between father and son disappeared yesterday morning when Holt woke up from his dream.

“I would love to stay in that dream for the rest of my life,” Holt said. Except the inescapable reality is that his son is gone and a father is left to grieve.

Holt has endured more heartache than many people might ever imagine. But in the midst of his suffering and an unenviable journey triggered by an assailant’s bullet, he also discovered a renewed sense of purpose. As a 17-year veteran of the Chicago police department, Holt dedicated his life to stopping crimes long ago. In the wake of his own personal tragedy, his mission has taken on a new fervor.

By all accounts, he and his wife did everything right. They talked to their son about gangs and drugs, and raised him in a loving home with an emphasis on education. As a police officer, Holt always felt confident he could protect his son from any danger, though he later discovered he could not.

“It traumatizes your psyche,” he said recently during an interview. “You ask yourself the would’ves, could’ves, should’ves. What could I have done to change that situation?”

This much is clear: What he has done since. This much is also clear: A father’s love for his son never dies, and that love may be sufficient enough for the journey, even a difficult journey from hurt toward healing and hope...

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When the city turns cold;
Thumbing through trash for treasure


By Antony Caldaroni
At the Adams Street entrance to Chicago’s Union Station, a man sits among the scurry of rush hour, holding a tattered cardboard sign that reads, “Hungry and out of work.” Commuters, bundled in long black wool coats with matching leather gloves and earmuffs, look straight ahead and do not make eye contact with him. As the endless group moves from the icy sidewalks toward the glass doors, a parameter forms around the hungry man as though a barrier were erected around his body.

“I try to make me enough to get somethin’ to eat and get some money for CTA,” says a man who calls himself Terrel James. “That’s what I do. Every day.”
James is a slender man with dirt-caked hair and an untrimmed beard. He wears an old Starter Cowboys winter coat two sizes too small for his tall stature. Worn grey shoes with no laces cover his feet. For socks and extra padding, he uses old newspapers that protrude from the base of his legs.

Winter in Chicago is particularly hard on James and others like him who have no place to call home. And while some sleep in shelters, others survive on their own terms in the streets. The 2000 US Census estimated that 6,378 homeless lived in emergency and transitional shelters in Illinois. As far as the number of homeless nationally, Robert Bernstein of the U.S. Census Bureau questions the agency’s accuracy in accurately predicting their total population.

Some experts say the best approximation is from a study done by the National Law Center on Homelessness and Poverty, which concludes that about 3.5 million people, 1.35 million of them children, are likely to experience homelessness in a given year.

“As far as the homeless population, we haven’t produced any kind of estimate or count of the homeless population recently,” says Bernstein. “In 2000 we produced an estimate of a number living in a transitional shelter but that was not intended to be an accurate count of the homeless.”

Whatever the count of homeless on American streets, organizations such as the Lincoln Park Community Shelter, work diligently here to feed and clothe many of Chicago’s less fortunate.

“We provide beds and three meals a day for the homeless,” says Steve Brown of Cornerstone Community Outreach on the city’s North Side. “We make sure folks get what they need for the cold. We have a free store here so they can get things like coats, clothing, toys and anything else that they need.”

Yet efforts to reach out to the homeless often fall on deaf ears. Regardless of how cold it gets, some, like James, refuse to go to shelters for a warm bed.

“I don’t go to no shelter,” says James. “Every time I go there, someone’s takin’ my stuff or is tryin’ to tell me about Jesus.”

Instead, James spends most of his time on the street, braving bitter gusts of cold air accentuated by the manmade canyons of Chicago’s skyline. When the numbness of cold overcomes him, he goes into the station and naps until the rail police remove him. When hungry, he scavenges through trashcans, he says. Most of his late evenings are spent moving throughout the city on Chicago’s CTA. It is a place where he can get out of the cold and remain alone.

“Two dollars a night,” says James. “I get out of the cold and I got a place to be by myself, ain’t nobody bother me.”
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Recently, after hours of sitting on the cold, concrete slab outside of Union Station, James decides to go inside to warm up. He is hungry. As he stands, he folds his sign into quarters and stuffs it into one of his two large Old Navy bags.

In these bags James carries what he calls his “treasures”: magazines, newspapers, tattered cloths, scraps of food and cigarette butts. What others throw away as trash, James collects as treasure.

Once down the stairs, James walks toward the wooden seats located near the outskirts of the food court. Before sitting, he removes the black circular top to a large trashcan, thrusts himself into the receptacle and pulls out a Styrofoam plate inside a plastic bag marked “Thank You” in bold red letters.

“I eat better on my own than in any shelter in this here city,” says James with conviction. “I get some barbeque chicken and noodles or the rice almost every day.”

James reaches into his “treasure” bag and pulls out a small handful of white, Popeye’s hot sauce packets. He opens three and begins spreading them liberally on his dinner. With his chapped, dry hands, he grabs a plastic fork in his fist and begins to shovel the food into his mouth. The long, lo mein noodles reach down past his chin as he sucks them up, leaving a trail of red hot sauce on his spotty beard.

When finished, James collects his things and begins a different method of asking for money. He walks toward the standing tables, which have a clear view of the Oakland Raiders and San Diego Chargers game featured on two flat-screen TVs at the bar.

“I got some friends on Western,” says James to a man drinking a beer in a frosted plastic cup. The man focused on the game intently, trying to ignore the homeless man’s imposition. “I just need another two dollars to get a ticket, can you help me?”

With no reply, James moves to the next table where he again is ignored...

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When Love Goes to Prison



Reporter Stephanie Johnson writes of one woman's dilemma of having to raise the children alone-a situation faced by thousands of families nationwide when husbands, boyfriends and lovers go to prison. For more, click below:

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Surviving Ceser

By Jessica Titlebaum
She first saw the man of her dreams one summer night, driving next to her on Interstate 57 in a black Honda accord. Dalila Alvarado was 22 then, and on her way back home to her South Side Chicago neighborhood. She turned her head and spotted the driver- from what she could tell, he was young, Mexican and handsome. Her eyes met his. She flashed a flirty smile and cocked her head back as she drove.

A short time later, she exited the Dan Ryan Expressway. To her surprise, she spotted the black Honda in her rear view, trailing up the ramp. She smiled.

The Honda pulled ahead and abruptly over to the side of the road. The driver waved with the window down and smiled. Dalila paused not unaware that doing so can be a dangerous thing for a woman traveling at night in the big city but, this man seemed harmless enough, and he was, after all, handsome, his hair dark and his face adorned with big beautiful eye lashes that curled as he smiled at her. But Dalila also couldn’t help but notice the tattoo on the back of his neck – a slender black serpent.


From the start, they connected, decided to go to Huck Finn Donuts on Archer Avenue and Damen. They talked until 7 in the morning. Their relationship would soon blossom, eventually with talk of marriage, though what seemed like a dream would eventually turn nightmarishly wrong.

Here is a story of love. But it is also of betrayal, a tale that strikes a chord with other men and women who have suddenly found their hearts broken and their lives turned upside down by the discovery of their significant other’s infidelity. For Dalila, whose heart has mended, there were lessons and certainly warning signs, she says now in hindsight-lessons for other women and also perhaps men, which is why she is telling her story. A story of love, of being blindsided with undeniable truths and having to come face to face with them.

This is also a story about climbing out of love and the difficult road to healing.

Dalila Alvarado and the black Honda accord driver, Ceser, whose last name we are not publishing, became a couple soon after their first encounter. Alvarado recalled how they used to watch “Friends” marathons on the weekends and how he would wait until she fell asleep to put on the soccer game and root for Mexico’s Chivas team. When they wanted a change of scenery, they took road trips to Myrtle Beach, Starved Rock or little towns in Wisconsin.

After awhile, Ceser had begun talking about spending the rest of his life with her. They decided on a small wedding and fantasized about the house they would live in.

Except a year and a half into their relationship, he neglected to tell her one important detail: That in that time he had married someone else…


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Bloods Point Cemetery - Haunted?
One reporter tracks the ghosts

“Once inside Bloods Point Cemetery itself, an eerie sense of foreboding can quickly envelop you, smothering your rationale and prickling the hairs on your arms and neck.”
—from Ghost Whispers – Tales from Haunted Midway (2005), by William Gorman


By Keri Bugenhagen
BELVIDERE, Ill. – On a chilly October Monday, eleven days before Halloween, the trek to Bloods Point Cemetery is increasingly common among curious locals. Amid the scattered farms of rural Boone County, at the corner of Bloods Point and Pearl Street, the remote cemetery has become a regional hub for ghostly gossip. Just shuffle through the message board on http://www.realhaunts.com/ for a treasure-trove of supposedly haunted Bloods Point experiences.

While message boards feature eerie postings year-round, for some locals, the cemetery seems particularly spooky at this time of each year. Indeed on a recent Monday, I found the grass dying and imbedded with weeds and crispy leaves. The fall winds had swept the surrounding trees almost barren, their branches casting ominous-looking shadows across the grounds.
At the cemetery’s farthest edge away from the road, overgrown shrubbery conceals an old empty shed—a source of much of the lore that circulates the Internet. While story variations exist, the shed is supposedly guarded by laughing phantom children and a ghostly growling dog.

But is Bloods Point truly haunted? Might the residents of Boone County be possessed by overactive imaginations?
Lately, there clearly seems to have been a heightened interest in the supernatural world not only here in Belvidere but even in the sophisticated big city. In fact, those afflicted by demons after visiting the cemetery might even find help in nearby Chicago. For according to local Chicago newspapers, “a full-time exorcist” has within the last few years been appointed by the Archdiocese of Chicago for the first time in its 160-year history.

Hence, my attempt to expose the truth behind what is perhaps the creepiest local legend. So, armed with pen and pad and my journalistic skills, I set out to conduct my own investigation, seeking a little help from some real-life ghost busters and a couple of locals prone to investigate creepy legends…

...MORE THAN GHOSTS IN THE GRAVEYARD

The graveyard tells another tale as most of the headstones—dated from the early-1800s to the mid-1900s—are cracked and crumbling. On that recent autumn day, the remnants of one stone lie in three shattered pieces. Inside the infamous shed, the moldy brick walls are coated with a rainbow of spray painted graffiti, and the floorboards have become a wastebasket for empty soda cans and plastic bottles. The burial ground is enclosed by a mangled chain-link fence with a bent front gate, perhaps because visitors don’t seem to respect the cemetery’s lockdown from dusk until dawn.

Around 11:30 on a recent September night, Mike Stringini, an independent construction contractor in the Rockford area, and a friend jumped the broken, padlocked fence to investigate the cemetery. Stringini, a hefty guy at 5’10”, 230 pounds, with dark hair and a whiskered chin, says he doesn’t scare easily. However, on that night he says he couldn’t shake a “cold, dark, certain spine-tingling feeling.”
As a native resident, Stringini says he first heard of Bloods Point when he was about 13. Now a decade later, he says it was finally time to inspect the place. “I wanted to see if all the stories were real,” he says.

The men had only explored the cemetery for about 15 minutes before Stringini says he noticed the once-locked fence was now wide open. At that point, he says, “It was time to leave, and I could not do it fast enough.”

Spooked, the men took off running…

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